reflexión de pasión

more than a broken vow

2005-11-03T03:33:00.000+08:00

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words
I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

When you lose something you cannot replace

2005-09-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

When you try your best
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want
but not what you need
When you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you're loved by someone
but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your faceI
I promise you
I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Discovering An Identity

2005-08-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

What kind of guy draws a flower and smiley faces on paint shop when he's bored... ?

... me.

You're Beautiful

2005-08-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me.

But she was with another man.

I’m losing sleep on that,

'Cause I don’t have a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

F**king high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

That I can not be with you.

You told me,
If someone could love me as much as you did,
with all your heart,
Don't Hold Back.

But I pray that,
That someone would be you.

And if it hurts you knowing that I'm waiting for you,
Then forget me
'Cause I'll never stop loving you.

I lost my best friend

2005-05-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

Over

2005-05-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

The battle is over.

I think I have won, but i suffered heavy losses.

And now only time can heal my wounds.

I fear for my next weeks/months.

I'm alone, and i think I might need help.

Burn Out

2005-04-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

Totally Shack.

Chalet, Clubbing, Dinner Function, Golf, Tennis, Guy's Gaming PS2 Gaming Night and worst of all... WORK...!!!

No time for blogging.

Got back all my results. Much Much Much better than expected. Hahaha *phew*

I Y S T, I W T T Y T I M U B

A Pleasant Disturbance

2005-04-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

My record: Listened to the song 'Ge Qian' repeatedly, 15 consecutive times.

Enough said.

A Revelation

2005-04-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

i'm so f**king bored. Now in evans building media theatre, attempting to study MA, but can't get down to work. I have the crazy intention of staying over night too, but i doubt i'd be able to take it. I prob wld take cab home by 1am. =P

Anyway, I'm so bloody bored, no one to accompany me, feeling so loser-ish, i've decided to reveal something bout myself!

I own a laundry record... Yes you heard it right! A damn LAUNDRY RECORD! Take a look!

Why so retarded?

It all started out with me losing my clothes whenever i put them into the wash. Or either that i'd find them in my dad's or bro's cupboards. Sometimes i'd never see my clothes again. So finally i cldn't take it and decided to keep a record of my clothes!

Uh-huh?

Yes so i've been at it for about a year now, and i've not lost a SINGLE piece of garment.

Why so control-freak?

Well, i've not lost any clothes since i started the record!

U did not answer the question. Why so control-freak?!

Err.. Because it's .. just me!

So try it! It might just work for you! Haha

...

2005-04-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

Saying Goodbye

2005-04-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

In the years to come,
Will you think about the moments that we shared.
In the years to come,
Are you gonna think it over,
And how we lived each day with no regrets.

Nothing lasts forever,
Though we want it to.
The road ahead,
Holds different dreams,
For me and you.

Sometimes goodbye though it breaks my heart,
Is the only way for destiny.
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts so much,
Is the only way now for you and me.
I know it's the hardest thing to say,
I will miss your love in every way.

In a year from now,
Maybe there'll be things we wish we'd never said.
Maybe in years from now,
We'll see each other,
Standing on the same street corner,
Or sitting alone in the same bus,
Near each other.

Each and every ending's always written in the stars.
If only I could stop the world,
I would make this last.

And when you need my arms to run in to,
I'll run to you, and comfort you.
Nothing will ever change the way I feel.

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in my heart,
Is the only way for destiny.
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts,
Is the only way now for you and me.
It's the hardest thing to say,
I'll be missing your love each and every day.

I will miss you baby

The Master at his Best...

2005-04-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

Roger Federer wins.
Like i guessed. =D
But of course, he had to really battle it out!

Earlier on...
My prediction: Federer def Nadal 6-4, 7-6, 7-6
Actual Score: Federer def Nadal 2-6, 6-7(4), 7-6(5), 6-3, 6-1

What a bloody long match man.
Stayed up till like 4am, almost couldn't take it sia! But it was a damn good match.

Baby Steps to Stardom

2005-04-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

anyone who read sunday times page 38 on 27 Mar 05 would have seen this photo! =)

well... here's another shot taken. For your viewing pleasure. =D

Toby... Toby...

2005-04-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

yea u guessed it ...

that's toby shitting in my garden alright..

NASDAQ-100 Open Final

2005-04-02T23:13:00.001+08:00

Now, is he invincible or what?

It's now down to Nadal & Federer in the NASDAQ-100 Open Final in Miami this Sunday. Who will win? Federer is 30-1 this season but the last time he met Nadal, Nadal trashed him 6-3, 6-3.

My prediction: Federer def. Nadal 6-4, 7-6, 7-6

This is the beginning

2005-04-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm a victim of my own criticisms.

For the last 2 years, I didn't see the point in blogging, but now, I've decided to swallow my pride and begin bloggin, which is what i hope would last for at least some time!

Bo pian, life is getting really boring, and somehow i feel i need something, if not someone, to "talk" to.

Hence, the description, "this is my getaway", in hope to escape to another dimension, yet allow people to know what and how i feel.